But in 2023, I unfortunately walked through brand-new grief—both in my family and in my friends. In February, we lost my uncle/mom's older brother, Agung, who lived in Bali, Indonesia where my mother was born. We also lost a dear old childhood best friend of mine, Tanner James, to himself. Tanner's family and mine were very close–our older brothers were friends, as were our younger sisters. In fact, me, Tanner, my older brother Chris, and Tanner's older brother all started our first band together in elementary school. My little sister and I also learned of the passing of a re-homed parrot of ours that we raised and cared for together who was named Quinn. My mother, my 2 sisters, and I spent a few weeks of March in Bali for the funeral of our uncle. All of this launched me into what would turn into an extremely grief-stricken, yet formative, year of deep loss, love, and growth.
The grief of losing a childhood best friend to suicide, an uncle, and an older brother to cancer all live in different parts of heart, my life, and my family—but they all interact, so to speak, in my subconscious. All of this, plus heartache and new love, through the lens of a bipolar songwriter who struggles with suicidal ideation is what this album, Glad To Be Alive, is about. I will be presenting this work as a soloist with accompanying projected visuals & an ambient back track.